Dreadful Memories

As I shuffle down this old weary road this evening...tears fall and memories flood my mind
     It takes me back to a dreadful day...when we found what no parent should ever have to find

My baby's lifeless body pinned under a heavy load
     A golf cart lay on top of her at the bottom of the hill, on the side of the road

My brain replays every second of the tragedy from that day
     It's stuck in my head like a broken record...it won't go away

Just like it was yesterday, I can see it so clear again
     The fear, the anxiety, the unknown...and the horrific pain

I can still see her sweet face...her lips were so blue
     I can feel her soft skin...almost pulseless and so cool

I feel like someone has stabbed me with a jagged knife and is carving up my heart
     Please help me now, Lord, before it's completely ripped apart

I put my faith and trust in You because I know You're here with me
     You cover me with Your loving hand and calm me like You do the sea

I feel Your loving arms embracing me now, as I sit here alone in tears
     You remind me that I'm never alone and You take away my fears

I give You praise and thanksgiving for all that You've done and all that You do
     I know that I couldn't, and I'll never understand how anyone could, ever live without You!